Secrets

I really love my life with my man. It's unique, special, rare. But he doesn't want me to be anything below 120 pounds! And I must have at least 1000 calories a day. When I personally crave to be about 100 pounds and eat only 600 calories a day (or nothing at all). Today I weigh 129 lbs. I was about 145 lbs, 2 months back. So when I finally reach the 120 lbs mark I'm planning to keep the next 5 pounds that I lose, a secret. Eventually he will notice I am not 120 lbs and I will have to make a decision, Go pro? Or go with love?